"This is gunna be the hardest thing to ever post and I'm so embarrassed but imma be real. My ego is livid," Demi began her candid post on Jan. 1. "Happy New Year this is me 24/7 I'm not doing anything to envy I'm not 'happy' I'm not social."
In her New Year's Day post, she also shared that she's been "constantly thinking and crying and trying to figure everything out." "Countless hours blaming myself for everything that's caused pain," she continued her message. "I haven't had a sip of alcohol in 5 months. I'm talking to a psychiatrist on Monday. I'm having an emotional breakdown every few hours. I'm feeling pretty s--t/overwhelmed most of the time.", also explained that despite people telling her to "get out more," she finds solace in being by herself.
She added, "This version of me is who I have suppressed my entire life. I find comfort in exploring my head so much that it's my preference to be alone. I can only ever truly be myself when I am alone. No more camouflage."
Brave!!!!!👏👏👏👏👏